|| -------- -- -----  A E R I E   O B L I V I A N A . singular book of text wandertainment by Frank Edward Nora ------------------- ----------- BILLION'S DRIFTING--CUP 4--"VIRGINITY" <-------  ||  Severe Repair  ||  Billion's Drifting  ||  -------> (Cup SRbd004, Created v2 (6/7/99), Copyright 1999) = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = I don't know what it was... maybe it was the fear of being coerced into having sex with another man... something which I'd already seen happen that first day... I don't know... maybe that was a driving force more than trying to save the universe. But anyway, in the end, I very calmly climbed over the edge of the balcony, stood there for a few minutes, and then let go. I've been drifting ever since. I don't know if I'll ever land, if I'll ever find myself anywhere coherent. All I know is that I drift in and out of various consciousnesses... minds and awarenesses floating around the ruined universe all around me... I wish I could concentrate enough to try and focus on something, but it's not going to happen... I don't even have a body anymore, I don't think. Huh. I wonder if this is the fate that's befallen EVERYONE since the universe crashed. A universe full of confused, disembodied souls... maybe it's good that Sleap is going to end it all... I don't know. My thoughts always snap back to Insurance... we had such a wonderful time together. I just wish we could have been alone... not that the others were taking much notice of us... I could have fallen in love with her if my heart didn't feel so dead... She was concerned as to what had happened to her sister Lemon. I guess Lemon must have disappeared while we were unconscious on the Leitmotif. I wonder if she wasn't just plain killed by Booze... maybe she was a rival in power... but that doesn't make any sense... wouldn't Insurance have been just as powerful? I thought about asking Insurance to come with me, but like I said, my heart was feeling dead, and I didn't have the will to wake the demonic lovely up. She was a virgin, you know--I found it very hard to believe--and she told me "I'm chock full of secrets." Must be one of her powers--the ability to restore her virginity on command. Weird power... For now I drift. All I have is hope--based on a vague feeling of certainty. Hope... and encouragement... the good feeling that comes from existence... knowing that Sleap Drassy is still being tongued and fucked... and not demolishing all of reality. Daptin Gone... wherever you are... I call to you... hear me... you must stop Sleap Drassy... and... if it's not too much trouble, maybe you could save me from this terrible drifting... -------> ------------------- ----------- -------- -- -----