|| -------- -- -----  A E R I E   O B L I V I A N A . singular book of text wandertainment by Frank Edward Nora ------------------- ----------- ABAXIAL USUFRUCT--THE SIXTH ELEVEN <-------  ||  Superior  ||  Abaxial Usufruct  ||  -------> (Cup SUau006, Created v1 (4/27/99), Copyright 1999) = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Au056   | TRAIN FRAME being of the big cancellers boots! for cold snow not I think? her life how does it relate to mine she is with glasses and dressed with earmuffs how does her with mine? underneath it all truly the same radio voice blonde in red green bag see her ass no, the guy with gray hair got in the way Au057   | SIZZLE Sizzle for formulas are dead science is stripped reality is mad as a flower corrupt my ancestor sailed as is my heritage but he was playing childish games where string is equal to motion thus the secret Au058   | Selfish Zodiac Platelet prettygirl she's cute! trees speed before bare warehouse walls crazy little diorama that building! that building! who is this next to me? move my legs put her bag down laugh she silly where is prettygirl Au059   | PASSINGSUMMERSUNDAYSWISPS A little bird has just visited me. I looked up and saw her in the window. She came and went. Just like that. Au060   | OVERHEARD Im borbim cashtule nonder sent. --Uaggin blamp sneor snoog oomanshur. Tormill got, tenrez plean noagle easnuke. --Mammdy snoar smimpayar loag spoager oaggarim kay. Himp reaster weal. --Galouh hagger nomdy bom-bin tray-ar. Huzhe. --Hoap mamta kaat nee-yar hilldellfork. Eye-mer! --Inter snooch panpan tee-anda gorch bplandter. Sil-gorch. --Tenter caim forp-gaig alla-meebiath, strue gan-zen-bime bome-dalant gafogger. Oamel. --Strayth-oamel. Oamel doothish camal harfas neest gobas. --Eakass lakasoot foarmaast halaak. Dindee ear-morster canderblam neer-ger hasthaldackatrim borme. --Ootin elmashker brasp-attan oarger steelchormim,     halagak beem-asker tenner lute-in. Amm tin plean stend hoarst caltakathat stonderblond loog. --Im blaskim stander tal-whappy nengery ume-spipe ear-garn hoofle-nain. Bill doonin al tasker rabbat onny plone eg plope noppim feggaer. --Tome loupim sander tack. Steelchormim. Au061   | GOOD PINBALL says cold bleeding freon it seems dogsjaws plays vapors stacks big transformers concrete buttress dumb compared others ilk objects designing. like nude calendar girl in warehouse wanna lick her tits her ass she live round here? peace people are dull peace is irrational since war makes technology and technology makes good pinballs Au062   | GLARE OF THE EVENING Dying here, we see the sunset of our desire. Magic days, whose magnificent phosphorescence blurs the rubbery night. The forms and tangles twist in creepy agility. Go forth, though you exist not, and smash the way forth, while we are but windows, aching for release, dancing in dreamlike reverie, tearing our own eyeballs and throats out again and again, groping to get a hold on the fresh and rainy darkness. Who but us can see the sun through the sky, young, morning, museum alone. Dandy crash, the cardboard spit in your mouth, forbidden aria, horns place feel fall forward, swallowed up, hopelessly disappearing. And the rain forever, beyond the point of never, calmly penetrating your skin, corrupting your innards, floating your mind and eyes, crying for the new day, lightning flash of pain, black and purple only, we shrivel up and well up and bloody our fists in broken glass and concrete, rubbing our faces in shards, blood and tears same in the howl and scream of the passing clouds, for whom there is no time, for whom there is no mind. Silent, I shatter my body, and fall into my bed, sulking bulky clothes, uncomfortable, look up, it's the same again. And I cry inwards. And I fly in gravities awake. Au063 | FURTHER PIECES So here it is 11/25/89 12:40am I am here in the basement and I think a piece, let's say the last piece, of some puzzle has been placed. It seems like something has been tossed from chaos into order. But there is a slight warning: NOW KEEP THE PLAN UNDER WRAPS FOR AWHILE. ok. What is the idea? Well some things here tonite: Power corrupts and is really undesirable, democritization of entertainment, making machines more difficult to use to keep people in touch woth reality, connecting people together with other people in creative endeavour, .............the lessons are overr...................            now seems the time to begin. The final experiencd in place - Lucy in the sky w/diamonds - a meessage in that siong............... _ Somethign000          -          a memory has returned albeit subconsciously. or could it be a ruse? an attack? should I trust in this feeling, and see where it leads?   or - LSD     - yes - a hallucination - noty real - none of it is real - am I unde r attak?  ATTACKCK!               no everythrting is not fine ok here it is it's 12.48am it is an attack - the lessons are not over. It is a ruse. A ploy. A last effort. Well fuck you, you who I know are behind it. Yes YOUOU!                                                     **** so what is this crap? aggravation. a false sense of security. your gigs up Gashdamm. you're tryin to lulll mne intop a false sense of security. NO everything is not alright.   NO, I have NOT founfd the answer!!!!!!!!! SO FUCK YOU!   FUCK YOU!  FUCK YOU YOU GODDAM BASTARD! lllllllllllllllllllllll........................................................i'm pissed off. why should this happen?   NO I WON"T KEEEP the plan under WRAPS, asshole.   I won't do what you say, BASTAQRD! you fuckinn wiorm, you WORMJ! I am the only one who knows what's going on. Therefore if I do not know exactly what's going on, then it is a ruse. A ruse of a dastardly kin'. You lose Au064   | ANTI-ERASE PROCEDURE but I'll just erase the preceding six lines-- there, much better. Au065   | BARBED PAPER FOR COPIER they're not serious they're not really serious who are they when they go away who are they when they come back do I see things accurately or am I fully clouded in mind and eyes who are these people they're not serious they're jokers they're losers I don't know them but who are they indeed where are they really I cannot remember too much about them if I think about this too much it would be scary if I think about this too much I'll have something to worry about if I can't forget this who's knows about anything who knows who's in charge who's in a field of respect in a field of wheat of Au066   | AYE DISTURBIN' AGE To record: dreams: [1] Barbara Bush denounce ABM [2] Wolverine / Oriental Girls / Shore [3] Rent Bus [4] Broadcast Center / neck with version of Gena fantasy: [1] aR 1970s dorm, New England college, girl wakes up, Fri. mor., etc. recent indications: [1] Go to RI [2] destroy D.U. [3] Eden vision [4] Ref: old Cthulu conversion, lack of leverage vision me walking down steps, possible new leverage with vast [5] Shannon conversation [6] Merge with vast - blockiness - delerium - sleep [7] attitude change towards this world? good - bad (as pendular?) 10-30-89 4:27 pm -------> ------------------- ----------- -------- -- -----