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|| -------- -- ----- A E R I E O B L I V I A N A . singular book of text wandertainment by Frank Edward Nora ------------------- ----------- ABAXIAL USUFRUCT--THE SIXTEENTH ELEVEN <------- || Superior || Abaxial Usufruct || -------> (Cup SUau016, Created v1 (4/27/99), Copyright 1999) = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Au166 | 2:44 AM this feeling in the night this craziness this roller coaster in the night I am flying through so many clouds, blind I am colliding with so many things, unfelt I am moving so fast, yet wonder why I'm inert so many things so little understanding so... little continuity in the night the night still in the night after so long still drifting in the night still feeling in the night still and going and travelling and back to nowhere again again again returning deftly so well I am in a meander vast a meander vast I hope this place will soon be past place to soon be past... Au167 | BILL SENSE framed in felt calling out to those passing close seeing in their eyes a softness I desire I desire I want to be free I want to I want to find a new way but now it is totally different now look here it is the future the past always here never here this is the way of the earth it is please pollute for then we'll have something to talk about I mean it man must progress even if it is at the expense of nature because in the final analysis nature is boring and the manmade is exciting so let us build let us build let us build Au168 | EX NIHILO exorbitant iron frameworks send for more! up and insert through rain slamming the late afternoon! like drinking paper not a funny joke! to be here all day not too likely! oh I think I can remember some of it! that this is here is a scary fact! so please keep within you the best of the set for the time is near! go and be with the one you wish! the net result of all the confusion is the clearest clarity of all! Au169 | FEASABILITY Now, the best time to go to a supermarket is around 3 AM. At this time, something magic happens. It's hard to describe, but it's as if all the people who shopped there the previous day are still walking through the aisles, glass spectres in a cardboard jungle. You can feel them passing through you. There is no paradox in this sentence. You know, you are really just a camera filming on an epic stage. I like to take typewriters apart. It takes about an hour for each one. It seems an awful waste, but then again, it is the only economically feasable thing to do. Au170 | FIGURE 245 And so we go on, heading ever into night, waiting for something to happen, just beyond our sight... Au171 | FIRST BOOK OF dream dream child lazy waking spank tragic hand follow me follow me into the arms of mother night into her arms drink from the fountain coke 7-up pepsi float your brain in some fun chemical eat it man eat it your eyes are tortured from too much sun sit down you deserve a rest come on here's a nice cold 7-up there you go now just lie awake and think of your shining car... Au172 | I WAS IN A HOTEL legend sometime devastation initial collapse survive in well only a year forever this is just a story a fake sequence of events it will neven really happen unrecorded being named icy sad at what had happened breathe life back but all he had created warped and twisted confused place come and visit with us won't you? the building was locatated in a vast grey wasteland and flames would shoot out of it and also unearthly thunder I never went there well I've been walking for quite some time now it's a little like diving for pearls an hour up an hour down I am immortal and I know it the clocks are having not a bar-b-q but a financial plan meeting at the marriott the serving girl has big tits (the "clock bit" but clocks can't talk and mamilarie glands don't matter what finance? don't tell me eastern standard time!) file 3vvv woman age under dispute works in sub-zero barber shop quote: "confusion is the currency of the hair-cutter" please kill her I don't like the look in her eyes I fear for my life and I am old end 3vvv (this is now being written under a little piece called "file 3vvv" it's about some girl hair-cutter and a guy wants to kill her for unknown reasons) nervously walking down a misty river bank with an attractive stranger conversing in a language I don't know trying hard to hide my identity to fool the antagonist into the mud don't ruin me (complaints: ok, asistint is spelled wrong is there a spider so big to catch a tiger? that house ain't so small) here was a guy who stole my pants my whole pants! no wonder he's happy eh? (The "pants thief" not good too brainy) note flam tule a strange little house shades of a tempest yeah you graduated community college now you're an eighth grade teaching assissstant-t anyway we went in and there were vegetables everywhere the phone was unconnected but kept buzzing depiction of tiger in web no problem special thanks to a toothpick at the beach yes yes she screamed as he slowly brought his I was in a hotel itchy and uncomfortable I could have used a shower anyway I was practicing a technique my friend had taught me it was to close your eyes then vividly imagine youself floating down a river I did it but the TV turned on all by itself shocked I gazed at the screen and saw myself sitting on the bed a wave of cold terror swept over me as I frantically sought the hidden camera nothing nothing damn then I woke up it had just been a dream shower was a tech-friend it was to your eyes imagine floating river but the on all shocked the screen self the bed used a anyway I practicing nique my taught me first close then vividly yourself down a I did it TV turned by itself I gazed at and saw my sitting on a wave of cold Au173 | MODEL HEAD the sublimity of barnstorm the cautiousness of hamper the combativeness of pleasure the self-esteem of bed the benevolence of hark the comparasin of window the tune of hail the continuity of bladder the hope of flap the imitation of beads the human nature of the nautical the firmness of the grape Au174 | OBLIVION SHAPES AND SHADOW Oblivion. Shapes and shadows. My body is shattered glass in deep space. I see. Moments before, The Road. And black and aching, The Void now. Checkerboard Hell. Dizzying vistas of mathematical architecture. The ultimate nowhere. I am Kat X. Every breath I take a brilliant supernove. The twitch of a finger an earthquake. Unusual pressure, I am being contorted and twisted. I yell out but am silent. Insekt M was right. The first person the second, the second the third. But I am the fourth. Beest E is laughing. Why do I see him? A gaping hollowness inside me. I can barely stand it I feel like I'm falling crying oh mommy help. Sharpening presence, focussing brain liquid cracks. Ink... Suddenly washing, flying close over the ocean. Thrilling speeds, beautiful and soothing the waves. Sun lightly plays upon rippling water, excites me. But I am not an animal. I'm made of little cubes. Pure numbers, This Is Not Life! Reluctant sadness I'm a trap I'm in a trap. Oh, a girl so pretty who is she. Now a mild electric shock and I awake. (or do I?) In a room standing accused. Mumbled garble. You are bad you are banished you may learn the errors in your ways. Just a drifting memory fragment or thought; perhaps conjecture. Center yourself. I am Kat X Purenumbers. No! Just Kat X. Inching; toeing the fine line between infinity and supinity. Catching a flying shooting star in dead winter night, cold air pierces my mouth and awaken sensation. No! I am Kat X. I am Kat X. I am Kat X. Open file. The Land of the Gods. How long did it take to get here? I am the ultimate feline. That's how it started. A democracy of dieties. Fairness to Earth. And all its denizens dwellers. A Congress of Greatness. All the Pure Essence of our Species. It worked well for a time, but subsequently went bad. Bad. Went Bad. Sad. The whole power structure was buckling. Going bad. Perhaps the old pantheonic theory of monarchy was best. Gods are like bubbles. They push their way upward. They don't want to be equal they want to be better. And the tense situations. Us carnivores having to deal with herbivores, knowing that our constituents kill and eat their's. And even worse, the liberals want to let all plants have representatives and all microorganisms to have representatives and so on. Endless debate. Just falling apart. Au175 | THAT WOULD BE THEN now here, this is a fine place tender days, blissful nights a gentle cloudy meandering a gentle humming from another room lethargic and easy days, growing unrest uneasiness being restless TV TV now TV thoughts in circles circles in thoughts in trapped for now just trapped now now plans, many plans schemes, which you know will fail and still you sit and wonder wondering, for what reason? wondering, wondering now how long? How long in these chains I own? then Au176 | WAY OVER DRENCH a heady blaze of logic -- cumulations of frost-like lapis lazuli on the pipes -- a clinkerbuilt civet cat brooding under the porch -- lapstrake in fur bobbin her bluff -- henchman's direct -- tell me of it if you will -------> ------------------- ----------- -------- -- ----- |