|| -------- -- -----  A E R I E   O B L I V I A N A . singular book of text wandertainment by Frank Edward Nora ------------------- ----------- ABAXIAL USUFRUCT--THE NINETEENTH AND LAST ELEVEN <-------  ||  Superior  ||  Abaxial Usufruct  ||  -------- (Cup SUau019, Created v1 (4/27/99), Copyright 1999) = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Au199   | A MAN WHO SINGS YOU SAY I think I have determined what is wrong it is that I must make a decision on which way to go wet or dry do I travel or not now I yearn to travel but do not so I am nowhere if I decide not to travel I can stay here and have a life here knowing that I can travel but time I have and why not stay here I have time and I can just be stable for awhile and not go traveling about have a cigar and like I wish we was here I want to go because my life is not good but my life is not good because I want to go ah catch 22 if I truly choose to go I will I will go back to all that all this will have been for nothing so I'll be back so what theres stuff left in this life if I don't want to go my life'll be good and I'll not wanna go I shall live like a man of earth and be alike any normal man if I choose this I will say okay so I am a traveller okay so now I am here so why not live here for now I know and always will what I am but now I rest when I die I may be back to what I was Au200   | ALLLLLL THE WAYYY The ultimate task I must tolerate the (ways of the) Empress to be full. It was nine tonight and the light went out on the black ocean. D'accord the fucking. Au201   | BACKYARDS "Hill" a mansion on a hill surrounded by woods circular illusory wall day/night humans in mansion bears in woods "Highway" a highway with cars drivers diners and an exit straight/wraparound feature exit has motels et cetera "Dirigible West" volcanic erupting ground dirigible dock towers dirigibles full wraparound "Subway" a complex subway system with stations but no above ground "Gimope" humanoid cats live in medieval town Au202   | BE IN BIG ESP I am hungry best if I endeavor to get some food some bread down at the store okay I'll need some money I can dig up that coffer from the backyard now where is the shovel in this closet I think well I suppose it must be in the shed but here's that old mirror oh let me see how it looks in the living room quite nice hmm perhaps I'll see how it looks from the other room okay very nice oh look out the window ah yes I remember now the hill yonder I should go over there well here I am going over to the hill but where does this trail lead walking along a long way a big tree ah I can go inside what a delightful little abode let me take a little rest here I lie down but a problem what is this pang in my gut and what shall I do to relieve it Au203   | BRING ME THE WOODSPHERE stand up and be counted to be flaunting keelhaul galosh sharpwisewoman looking thru the thing of string convoy! a plan in the asp stood up and was not considered chocolate a chocolate a bannisters again free meadows in flight, candor in breezy dark day chattel for wonder, hen! bargaining bell borehole, fell in booze, tended to and, eh, what's the status of the gape? portions of the blender are resplendent resplendent I wonders when it'll occur you know I'm in a bind hey! no better whenever than then torture's not an option in that hell, pal tailor that's a good nursery rhyme for a modern themes a modern a modern old man in friends of the animals cat, cat, rook, parrot, cat, cat, dugong! forget this forget this I would rather pretend to know than ease into a bad crazy manner of driving thru the neighborhood after a rain at home it's not so good a longshot how typical! and the systems were there very good and anemone hasn't a sparks in be ethers trend, motions trending for bath again, lo, nonagon bane such soon my wise such been true cool boon steal bang plop noodle fleas crap nary gnats shifting for sifters hanging well done my silly little cat who's human wandering, talking to herself seen by another oddity, a nice alligator blacksmith but what does it occur but what in this it in never created thus so thus and in thus it is so I assume Au204   | CONFUSING MATTERS Variations on destroying the WTC A "Modern" Astrology Extreme Anthropomorphs Virtual Reality Scenario Pinball / Coffee / Cardboard vs. Reality 15 million years to experience one day from everyone's point of view Light = vicarious touching of the moon; others Quantum physics = talk into a tape recorder and address an infinite # of people We have such a poor selection of geometric shapes / pi Early 70s Disaster / Calamity Crisis Mindset Rodent Wars How do various species view us? Who the hell do these whales think they are? "Confusing Matters" as column Answering machines and demonic possession Your friend who constantly does bad SNL impersonations If God is pure good, then what can he do? Mailing helium (does the post office pay you?) Nursery rhymes are so bizarre and violent What happens if a vampire photocopies a mirror and then faxes it back in time to Einstein? My favorite piece of wood Reincarnation Bloopers Masking tape, cotton candy, toothpaste, and bolts? Incoherent concocting Trip into the edge of existence... New flavors for food products... Aren't dreams great? (As if reality wasn't fucked-up enough...) Yaw The reality yaw between dire and flip Characters of the 1970s that never made it (I. Donavan Klew, Johnny Pitch, Mirth Personage, Ow Muchy Moyar, Kokle Pest, Ovoi Olops, Norlime Eckert, Forphine LeNobel, Peavor Treens, Toggle Joseph, etc.) Perceptionache -- Malady of the 90s? New religon: "Jawas for Jesus" The ghost agnostic in the tea-problematic joint In this day and age, any lack of information is very valuable The industrial crapola I most cherish "And miss the fleeting nebulous titillation of having my face swing closely past your jeaned ass?" Jehovah -- O! The Intricate Vestibuler! Modern Supple Parallelism Secret of the Universe -- A Great Ball of Ink New game: Protein Skid * Food for Thought (i.e., It would take 15 million years to live out one day from person's point of view, Photon particles touch the moon and enter your eye seconds later, According to the new physics if you speak into a tape recorder you are addressing an infinite number of people.) * Variations on Destroying the World Trade Center * How do Animals and Things View us Humans? * Confusing Matters (i.e., What happens if a vampire photocopies a mirror and then faxes it back in time to Albert Einstein?) * Reincarnation Bloopers * Great New Ideas (i.e., New 'Star Wars' Religion: Jawas for Jesus, New Game: Protein Skid, New Most Idiotic Phrase: "And miss the fleeting nebulous titillation of having my face swing closely past your jeaned ass?".) * As if Reality isn't Stupid Enough (about dreams and dreaming) * Ghost Agnostics, Tea-Problematic Joints, and Industrial Crapola * The Bizarre, the Violent, and the Pointless (analysis of popular nursery rhymes) * Welcome to the Weasel Village Mall (a story about a mall with no exit) * The Supermarket Connection (story on the interdimensional doorways located in most supermarkets) * Characters Which Could've Made it in the Mid-Seventies (i.e., I. Donavan Klew, Norlime Eckert, Toggle Joseph, Johnny Pitch, Kokle Pest, Mirth Personage, Ow Muchy Moyar, etc.) * As Creation Yaws Between Dire and Flip * Contemporary Supple Parallelism in Juxtaposition with Masking Tape * Answering Machines and Demonic Possession * New Soft Drinks I'd Like to See * Mix Every Friggin' Thing (How I mixed sundry liquid consumer goods for instant gratification and enlightenment) * When Logic Falls off its High Horse (story about a day where logic is weak and all sorts of zany stuff happens) * Pinball, Coffee, and Cardboard vs. Computer-Generated Reality * The Disaster / Crisis Mindset of the Early Seventies * Theories of God (i.e., "O! The Intricate Vestibuler!", "A Great Ball of Ink", "All Spoons", etc.) * The Anthropopathic Office (if office equipment had human feelings and emotions...) * what an intense bit of gruel that is when it was how and shocks Au205   | HOW AM I NEXT but something is being kept from me something big I'm being held down if I don't do anything about it I'll just flounder forever like I am now if I fight I might get some clue as to what's going on I quite agree Au206   | OVEN BALONEY tent the beer of thought teeth wend away a week for bazaar a beth tethers wreck in a stand better to wreak a pen a blast atones for elk meander beaks yip in dreadful holler carving slopes of ale foams needing pleasing bath intents at night corner peep at hand deal fever talent as cartoon no over retract pan deals deals deals sore corner pen prick crash danny hover for a year in mist mysteries covers all covers blame bag slap gag oven baloney super tweeze a gargle peeve tender sally non argon sleets sleeve pep perpetual nativity matrimony never weather blunt stipulate a crab a noodle a tar fan layer be naugahyde nary not bad canary bat baptizers brews stool wooden balls quite immense and for you a type of serif decorative Au207   | THIS WRITTEN Far from the trying formulas of dire drudge effort, in effect with candle-lit areas too large, the rod enters the hole, not in mimicry of the sexual act, but rather coming from the same concept universal -- as is this reality called "reality", "universe", "cosmos", creation", "smokestack pi", etc. is really composed mostly of basic theme concepts, used in variation, much as a canon. As previously stated, rod enters hole, and others, like main cycle (begin, middle, end), accellerate, decellerate, connect, disconnect, pass by far, pass by near, accept, reject, etc. Now, in my experience being younger, in attempting to invent a game environment having a unified field, found, in attempting to have the game mimic reality to some extent, that problem was an immense quandary. Is everything based upon one thing, and the age old question is foremost: "Just what the hell is going on here, anyway?" This song, which I don't know the origin of, was apparently made up or remembered by me and is with me to this day, but I believe this is the first time I've written it down. The musical portion will have to remain in me for now, however: "Lazy day; nothing to do; but lay down in bed; and watch the TV tube; Have some nice; hot soup if you like; you can sleep; all the way until night; ???; ???; ???; my lazy day (?)." As you can see, I don't really have the end, but it might be "please don't take; my lazy day.", but I dunno really. This paragraph, in that, here: the use of symbols, trademarks, glyphs, etc. has a major purpose in the world -- now what is the atmosphere of the attitude expressed in books written in the 1960s read in the 80s by a young adult? Spacious, optimistic, clear-cut, in tune with reality, approaching "the good thing". Knowledgemightwinnow. Obscure word, I know, but might merit futher examinations. Right now, the possibilities seem good, even endless in my life, but a good plan is needed before anything can be accomplished, so remember this things: "Big muscle spirit" is as much a part of you as your arms. The public phone closing in on itself in dream relates to "meditation" event -- in this way: it is there in the midst of change, perhaps spurring it on; it can do naught else but disrupt and alter. Time is one continuous road, not a spurious series of vignettes as you would like to generate to cripple yourself. There is much time and you are very nearly free from all bindery (i.e., no wife, kids, girlfriend, job (for now), religon, etc.) -- you are truly in a state that many people strive to acquire -- so realize that you are under your own control, and get moving! Au208   | XSXX cool indoor artificial river that feeling that falling inn a holly a field a three a sending of coded information across waterways a trip and into the tiny envelope the life the essence where it all goes and I, in pendular awe, regard the time and I wish for no more than a well a well for fresh water and the spirit this is all in the overly bright vision I'll never see in manifest... Au209   | 2-8-89 I sit here --     a -- under attack     b -- confused     c -- slightly manic         G R E A T . So -- I need to do work.     But what?     First, turn off the prototype zonebook.     Ok.     I can tonight do:              1) Go to the office, sleep there.     -->    2) Stay here, sleep here, get up early, goto office.     Ok.             So I should do stuff but I'm not in a very good state of mind.     So I will:             I) Drink tea.             II) Restructure catalog.             III) Fight; reverse the attack. Ok. -------- ------------------- ----------- -------- -- -----